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Thursday, August 5, 2010 ♥ 3:16 AM
Lost
Visited my uncle last night
around 8pm...
He was in the high dependency ward...
Normal ward - level 1...
High Dependency ward - level 2...
ICU - level 3...
He was in pain...
tummy hurtin non-stop..
wearin an oxygen mask ...
He can't breathe well...
there were water in his lungs...
8.45pm...
Hock and his family came...
Mum and sis had to leave...
to trade their visitin pass for them to enter...
The oxygen mask was tight...
There were red marks around his nose and mouth...
indicatin the mask was really tight...
The nurse loosened it for 30sec...
and tightened it again...
Uncle's body couldn't handle the polluted air which we breathe in...
9.15pm...
Doctor came to do her night rounds...
Hock and his family went back...
while I stayed...
Doctor finished her checks...
Uncle Ho kept askin me to go back home...
to rest as the next day I still have army...
I was tired...
but seein him in pain...
I don't wana leave early...
Uncle kept rubbin his tummy...
askin me to help him sit up...
to rub his tummy...
to adjust his mask...
He kept fidgeting...
talkin...
and was unusually active...
I din really notice anythin...
9.30pm...
decided to head home...
to let him rest...
By not talkiin...
he definitely able to breathe smoothly...
Reached home...
tele...
11pm...
Hospital called...
sayin Uncle needs to be admitted to ICU...
Dad and sis head back to hospital to take a look...
Mum and I needed rest for the next day's work...
11.20pm...
Off the lights...
on the bed...
Sis called...
sobbin..
Uncle passed away...
The news was sudden...
I was in a daze...
woke mum up...
She was stunned too...
quickly rushed over to hospital...
Big Aunt called...
told her...
will call her after gettin more details...
Uncle's body still in high dependency ward...
curtain closed...
walked in...
felt his depletin warm body the last time...
We went to the lift corridor...
while the nurses changed my uncle's clothes...
Uncle's wife came...
discussed what's next...
called mum's friend...
who worked in a funeral parlor...
Did my uncle's discharged formalities...
The adults brought his body to a funeral parlor...
while Sis and I head home to rest...
3am...
Drank some green tea to calm myself...
Lyin on the bed...
tired...
mind still in a mess...
cried till I slept...
Guessed I was still feelin lost...
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