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Sunday, April 18, 2010 ♥ 8:31 PM
Emotions
Feelin Moody...Say the words "guard duty" or "prowl"...
and I could literally vomit...
I did and will be doin it again, without friends...
kinda lonely...
It's also tirin without proper rest when I am doin on alternate days...
Feelin low and tired...What added to this depressin emotion was...
She likes someone else...
and she told me that herself...
She constantly ask me for advice,unaware that I carry a torch for her...
Feelin happy and sad...I am happy and sad at the same time...
Happy that she is happy...
Sad that it isn't me...
Feelin confused...So what should I do??
Continue or give up??
She seem like a really nice girl...
But,if i move in...
She will definitely be affected and be in a dilemma...
Don't wana add to her misery...
Feelin demoralizin...Bookin in soon...
for another round of 24 hour guard duty...zzz
I did Saturday's duty...
I don't even have 24 hour of rest...
and I need to do Monday's duty...
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