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Saturday, March 27, 2010 ♥ 11:22 PM
Reasons...
Been so long since i felt this angry...
mum kept talking about dad...
asked me for my opinions...
every sentence i said...
she rebuked back...
asking me to pull back the relationship with dad...
asked me how i felt...
i said...
rebuked back...
in the end...
i said...
not gona give my comments again...
asked me how i felt...
then shot me back...
whats the point of asking me??
like i said...
forgiveness is earned...
not given...
and i did tried...
how u start a friendship??
by sms first,right??
and he isn't even tryin...
yet i am bein blamed...
i don't feel unjust...
is just that...
why can't mum be more reasonable??
is callin dad hard??
yup...
i seriously find it hard...
is not that i don't want to call dad,dad...
is a habit since young...
seldom call mum or dad since secondary school days...
i read a book before...
it gave an example...
if you suddenly gives your child a kiss on the forehead before he goes out...
the child finds it weird...
but if you start kissin on the child's forehead when he's young...
he will find it a norm...
cause it's a habit...
not forgettin dad caned me when i was in primary 2...
locked inside the room...
the psychological barrier...
does mum understands that??
it takes time...
zzz...
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