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Sunday, February 14, 2010 ♥ 11:58 PM
Must "Happy" always associate with CNY??
Firstly...doesn't have the CNY atmosphere...
maybe cause I am in the Army...
Secondly...
This made me feels "sour"...
Uncle Heng had brain stroke before...
he's much better now...
the only thing is he can't express himself or control his emotions...
New Year...
Black jack as usual...
Uncle Heng joined in...
He can't count well...
Sittin beside him...
I helped and saw everythin...
helped to count his game...
saw him hidin his "blame himself for being useless"
His points burst...
goin beyond 21points...
dealer won...
and before the dealer opens uncle heng's card...
uncle heng kept saying "I won,give me the winnins"...
and when the dealer opened his cards...
uncle heng kept quiet...
Blamin himself for not able to count well...
Blamin himself for not knowin who wins...
Seein the sadness in him...
makes my heart feel sour...
Is there anythin more I can do for him??
and not forgettin Grandma...
she doesn't look as lively as weeks ago...
vomittin...
loss of appetite...
Happy Chinese New Year??
Think it's just Chinses New Year...
and i forgot where I placed the camera...
so no CNY pics...zzz
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