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Saturday, September 26, 2009 ♥ 11:13 PM
For her~
Guards training is really xiong...
i am pushin myself...
it aint easy...
i am keepin my mind strong...
i can do it...
2 months to get brown(khaki) beret and the guards crest...
1st week gone...
dont give up...
dont give up...
just done give up...
for the sake of mum...
mum was happy when she heard that 5 Nov i can be a guardsmen...
for her smile...
i must endure this xiong trainin...
rapple from 6th storey high...
2km coasta swim...
ippt must minimum a silver...
for mum...
i can do it...
was watchin naruto episode 127/128...
about young jiraiya...
he was lazy in trainin...
until he found his goal...
what he wants in his life...
then he started to train hard...
pushin himself...
it's kinda lame and childish of me...
watch anime and get inspired??
but for now,it's the only goal that can push me forward...
sometimes i feel like crying,vomittin...
feels like givin up...
it aint easy...
was never easy...
i can do it...
to make my mum feel proud...
to see mum smile...
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